Monday, March 27, 2017

Zombie

She didn't know who else to ask.  That was the nice part about being married, she always had someone to at least pretend to take care of her, or at least get other people to.  When she had her gall bladder out she had her two friends watching her until her ex got home.  This time around for her tonsillectomy though...she had no one.

That wasn't entirely true.  Goldie would always be out of town or too busy, it seems that SD was the same level of busy lately.  She didn't really fully trust anyone else to actually be loving enough to take care of her....except for her ex.

Her mother volunteered immediately, but as she texted KSL, she would most likely slit the rest of her throat after 10 minutes with her mom.  Plus she didn't want to be taken back to her mother's house where her ex was still living, along with her sister and her boyfriend.

"I should be able to help" He replied, a little too vague for her liking.

"Thanks"

She felt like it was a real desire of hers, to have him take care of her. It was also a really really scary prospect.  No doubt he would be good at it, he had always been a great caretaker...but it also felt like almost too intimate of a service to be providing.  Boyfriends took care of their girlfriends like this...friends don't really take care of friends this way.  She should have never asked him.

Of course, as they discussed on her birthday a couple of weeks ago, they were different from the typical friendship or relationship.  They defied social norms...and she didn't think that this would be one of them.

She was getting way too into her head about this.