Wednesday, March 1, 2017

My Funny Valentine Part 2

She decided avoidance could be the name of the game for the rest of the day.  She needed to not think about that text for awhile, and get used to the idea he was gone first.

He was gone.  He had left early.  He didn't care to fix anything between them before he left.

He didn't care.

After she had calmed down, she parsed out the text message calmly and rationally.

He thanked her for her kind words.  A little stiff, but grateful.  He seemed to thrive off of Words of Affirmation, so she was sure he meant it.

No hard feelings on his end?  What hard feelings could there be, she had been awesome!  An amazing girlfriend/non-girlfriend. In the end though, it was most likely his slightly awkward way of saying his feelings hadn't changed either.

He said they "should try" to grab a drink, as if it wasn't going to work out in the end.  Which is fair...maybe he was just being polite.  He would "let her know."  He hoped everything was doing well.  What could she really say to that?  He never said he was doing well...she didn't feel like she needed to answer that.  Did she even need to answer at all?

She did end up responding.

"I'm sorry to have missed saying goodbye.  Let me know your schedule and you find out so we can meet up.  I hope everything is going well so far."

It would have to be good enough.  Now it was time to put it out of her head for a couple of months.