"My mom told me that my ex told her that he can't pay off his credit cards. Still. Which only makes me want to file the paperwork faster. But he has the paperwork and can't seem to fill it out."
Her friend responded "Really? Is he holding out hope for reconciliation?"
"Maybe. PJ told me that this summer he went home from a show early and told everyone he had to study to "get his woman back."
"How do you feel about that?"
"I feel terrible. Sick. Horrible. Devastated. I wish I would've just killed myself instead of left him...because then I wouldn't be left with feeling so awful. I feel like I ruin everything and I shouldn't be here."
